And so here I am, typing these words to all of you, to let you know that I am still alive and well, and of course feeling better than ever. It has been 4 months since I have posted a journal concerning my self and those around me and let me tell you, a lot has happened and a lot has changed. The biggest change in my life first and for most I fell in love, yes I fell in love with a remarkable woman who helped me get out of a very deep depressing hole that I dug up for myself, she made me change for the better and I can officially say that she has been the very best thing that life itself has given to me, and she has given me the best 3 almost